Wait for love

Valentines was never on my calender,
To be loved was never an option,
How much longer should I keep on waiting,
I refused to drink the love potion,

As she walk passed me by,
In a place where the people are open,
Repetition of words in my mind,
Words for her that were never spoken,

The feeling grew everyday,
Just as I am getting older,
Lips were sealed,and silence stills,
Surrround thet feelings I never told her,

How blind could a person be,
Or maybe she care less,
Admirer's soul came crashing down,
His life turned into a mess,

I promise I will not play the same role as before,
As time waiting for me to change,
Should I care if I keep on losing,
Even if love is just a game?